How my practice sessions usually go
Trying to be supportive after a shitty recital
When someone tries to touch my instrument
who the fuck doesnt wake up after 20 freaking phone calls! like seriously your phone is going off and its from you freaking boyfriend! Apparently i call to late! she wants phone calls at 11:30 but it never works out because she is super tired! maybe i should just give up! i should just call her at 10pm and tell her to make it work because now im going to bed frustrated and just not in a good mood! Tomorrow is going to suck major donkey balls! Like she promised to call and she didnt apparently promises mean nothing now….. So fucking done with her right now.. never been so mad at her.
love her soo much and today in the back of my mind something bad was going to happen… then we were hanging out and her sister tracked her through her phone.. yeah her sister is creepy as shit. idk if she is ok… i miss her and hope she didnt get in any trouble.
So Emotionally Confused right now
So you want to be with me but sometimes it seems like you dont. two nights in a row you promised we would talk but then you just go to bed. you say its a accident that you fell asleep. it was only 2 minutes that i didnt talk to you. You say you miss me all the time but when im with you. you never talk or do anything. what the fuck do you want me to do. Im trying to make you happy but sometimes you make it impossible.
Its sad when you talk to your ex more than your current spouse and your ex is more eager to talk to you -_-
Yesterday was such a great day! Got to spend it with my favorite girl after not seeing her for like a week! I love her then after I spent time with her went with my friend to visit one of my close friends and had a great time with them too then capped off The night with a phone call from my favorite girl